You all know I just did my big 10 miler this past weekend. While trying to recruit friends to run it with me, one of my friends told me she “is to fat to run with all those skinny, in shape people. That statement made me really sad and I began to think—I hope this does not hold a lot of other runners back from entering events.
While saying that, I can understand the feeling. When I first joined my gym, Strictly Fitness, I felt very out of place. I would look around and see the skinny girls trotting away on the treadmills and ellipticals and see the buff guys on the weight machines. I felt very out of place! Once I went a few times I started to feel more comfortable. No one there cared how out of shape I was or how over weight I was—they cared about getting their own workouts in. The people I have met at the gym are always encouraging and congratulating me on my successes.
The same thing goes for the races I have entered. Runners, as a group, are usually very supportive of each other. For example, in my 10 miler on Saturday, I was in the very back of the pack. I was not last…but close to it. Even though I am not as fast as them, there were lots of other runners cheering me on at the finish line. The same goes for my very first race ever, the Baltimore Women’s Classic. They made the last person who crossed the finish line feel just as great as the first.
I still have my insecure moments, but running gives me a really positive body image. For one thing, I have seen some positive changes in my body. I have lost some weight, but I can also see where I have added muscle, especially in my quads. When I am having a particularly insecure moment, I think of what my body can do. I can run 10 miles too, just like the skinnies. My 10 miles may not be as fast as them, but what matters is that I can do it!
There is always going to be someone skinnier and faster. I try hard not to compare myself to other runners. I try not to compare my body to them. I do compare myself now to myself in the past. That is what running is all about for me—not beating other people—but betting myself!
How has running affected your body image? Do you hold yourself back by insecure thoughts? How do you overcome them?
A dream is a wish…
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